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Secretly Yours by Tessa Bailey (spoilery review)

I would like to start by saying that I enjoyed so much of this book. I really love Tessa Bailey’s work. She has written amazing and swoon-worthy books that I never want to put down and this book had me like that for so long but then the end got a bit dull. Their conflict as a couple took me out because it seemed silly. The formula for romance books is to have a conflict that could be sorted out with just one conversation that they don’t have for most of the book. I love that formula, it stresses me…

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You feel familiar

You feel familiar  You feel like my own skin I can feel every scrape and bump of you Your voice feels like home,  Like comfort on a rainy day It’s been a few months and you’ve become my favorite person. You’ve become someone I know and feel safe with You’re someone I think of when I cook myself food When I try new things When I want to travel You’re someone I want to be with through so much Someone I want to keep knowing You bring so much joy to my heart and my life You feel familiar  But…

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Ten Trends to Seduce Your Best Friend by Penny Reid (spoiler free review)

I read Ten Trends to Seduce Your Best Friend by Penny Reid and I really enjoyed it. I was really into her writing after reading the Winston brothers series and have been making a point to get through her other books. There were many things I enjoyed about this book— I love a woman in STEM and a neurodiverse MC and/or love interest and in this book, I got both. Winnifred is a public school science teacher and Bryon is a bestselling fiction author. They both share a best friend who convinces  Winnifred to begin a side hustle; to get…

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I sobbed last night.

I sobbed last night. I tend to have these nights where all of the big sad just piles up. The mounds and mounds of pain that get bottled up just pour out It’s usually the same weight in me. It’s the thought that no one wants me. That I am an unwanted person who no one wants around It’s not true. I know it isn’t I am loved and cared for by so many amazing people and will be loved and cared for by many more in my lifetime I am a gentle person With a huge heart I still…

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My first international solo travel

My first international solo travel Hello all! This year for my 27th birthday I decided that I wanted to go on a trip. I wasn’t sure where id go or of I wanted to go with anyone but I knew I needed to get the hell out of my home and celebrate my birthday. For the past year or two I have been looking for places overseas that I could move to and have a better quality of life and Portugal has been at the top of my list. I also did a little astro-cratography and that is a place…

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You come uncalled for

You come uncalled for Unwanted And with oh so much baggage You bring pain, The hurt and the storm. You arrive unwanted  Baggage chaotic and unknown You come with questions with no answers You come with confusion and frustration You have not once come with joy and excitement  With pleasure and kindness  But with pain and sadness and loss You come with drama and tears and wishes You wish we will forget how much you’ve hurt us the last time you were here and the time before that. You’ve come with heartbreak and forgetfulness  You forgot that you were the…

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Lucky in love

I am so lucky in love. I used to think I was unlovable. My dad would tell me and my family “I love you but I don’t have to like you” and I started to think that’s how it’s is. I have people in my life that love me but they don’t always like me. I have no idea how or why I believed that for so long. I have people in my life who hold me when I’m overwhelmed and sobbing because I’m working a shitty job, behind in my studies and stressed about my aunt’s cancer. I have…

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It’s about time for me to make a comeback. I’ve stopped writing because the only things I’ve been wanting to mention were things that were just a bit too personal. I wanted to do this whole story about panicking about making new friends and starting a new job and then another about living in the craziness that is my family but I hesitated. I tend to panic about how much I’m giving to people because some people handle vulnerability with a lot of negativity. Some people will add in their two cents when people just need to express and that’s…

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favorite books I read this summer

Fake it Till You Bake it by Jamie Wesley I was reading this book when I’d just started my job and it helped me through so much of the stress with starting a new job. Following Jada and Donovan’s love story was fun and sweet. I loved every inch of this and have definitely been inspired to bake a few goodies along the way. Reading a book with two black successful people falling in love was exactly what I needed. Jamie Wesley really did her thang with this book. A reality star and a cupcake-baking football player pretend to be…

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in my spare time

I feel like the last two posts I’ve written were really heavy so for a litter post, I want to share what my favorite pieces of media to enjoy in my spare time. I usually do posts about the books or tv shows I’ve enjoyed but this time, I will be sharing my favorite podcasts, YouTubers and webtoons! Favorite YouTubers: Samantha Maria: lifestyle| fashion| travel I have been watching her videos for close to a decade. She is the content creator I aspire to be, she shares her life in very tactful ways and gives enough info to give advice…

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I write stuff about gay nerds. I hope you like it. im currently working on a podcast, a book and moving. pray for me.

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