Tag: Personal
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I’ve been having panic attacks again
I think it’s been coming for a while. It was like a hurricane. There was the calm… I saw the waves slowly rush in but I didn’t notice they were so soft because the tide was being pulled back. I thought the waves were so pretty as the pulled farther away. I was handling things…
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What to do when your friend is grieving (6 months since my father passed)
It’s been six months since my dad died. I came to the awareness last week and thinking of everything that has happened within these few months. Even having people ask if I’m “still” not okay after losing my dad. It’s only been six months. With these months of grief, I wanted to offer ways to…
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learning again how to romanticize.
At my beautiful old age of 27 (lol), every time I go through something difficult I try to think what my younger self would do. In 2015, I had just gotten kicked out of my home and was in the deepest depression I’d ever been in but by sheer will, I was able to pick…
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It’s about time for me to make a comeback. I’ve stopped writing because the only things I’ve been wanting to mention were things that were just a bit too personal. I wanted to do this whole story about panicking about making new friends and starting a new job and then another about living in the…
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sheeeeeeeeeeeesh
Just like the rest of y’all, these past couple of years has been stesssfuuullll. But I am trying to get things back together and get consistent with the things I enjoy again. I really missed blogging and making YouTube videos but I’ve felt this intense block. I felt like I had nothing interesting to say…
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Home
I wrote a poem about the home that I’ve been dreaming about for the past few months. The place I plan on staying by myself and feeling the most comfort. Home where tea is overflowing and coziness is one step away we’re soft music will fill the silence we’re the only troubling voices are your…
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NEW MOOD ALERT!
Hey, cuties!! The way these past few months went, I’ve finally decided that I want to change so much!! I’ve been wanting so much for myself but I haven’t been moving in alignment with my desires and that’s what I really need to be doing. I want to be healthy and lose weight. I’ve been…
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I was hungover for an entire day.
Hey! Okay, so… let me explain! I wrote in a previous post about having to “break up” with a great friend and love. At the time, I felt like I had all my shit together. I felt like dumping a friend and moving forward was super easy and I felt like I really had it…
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Feeling Ugly
Hello! Lately, I’ve been feeling ugly. I know it sounds weird but I’ve been feeling it. Though if anyone had the freaking nerve to call me ugly, I’d argue with them and tell them I’m beautiful. But when I look in the mirror, I don’t feel it at all. I want to be completely open…
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The Djenne Diet
Hello, Homies I’ve been pescatarian-ish for the past few years. I’ve had my meat slip-ups. I have a deep love for chicken tenders, hot wings and I have cravings for a really good steak. Even though I know that meat makes my uterus throw a fit. Eating meat has turned into a form of self-harm. Copious amounts…
